maybe.

i don't know if i should be feeling content, anxious, grateful, disappointed, settled or upheaved. maybe all at once like a mixed salad. my path crossed with a lot of people. some of them stayed with me. and i have decided that i am to stay with them, too. but most of them left in blunders that can't be traced. i am not superstitious but i guess fate must have interfered at least once in a while if not always. maybe it is not fate, at all. people name it this way, but a power as unpredictable as such can't be as predictable and defined as a word like this. maybe it is the bananas that have the power, maybe the cats.