Audrey Tautou.

Movie alone.

Sometimes it's not about the movie, it's about the pleasure of watching the actress grinning, weeping, doing her hair or the dishes in front of you, looking at you but not seeing you, talking but not to you.

The Artist.

My favourite scene of the entire movie.

朝朝頻顧惜，夜夜不相忘

思人

我默唸書中對情的，對人的描寫，心中想到你。

我想到寒冬，更兼風雨，你一人在外，我一人在內，又是憐惜，又是惦念。多長的長冬，多黑的黑夜，夢來，我已無力招架，只能任其侵擾，亂我心神。我日有所思，而夜卻無休止，想又不是，不想又不是，盼無用，不盼亦無以自拔。

但凡我手觸及之處，一時之間，彷彿鐵锈也成溫婉細膩，生出小白花來，一朵兒一朵兒，以陣陣清芬餵養我呼吸，我的心肺，無不是香，無不是甜，也無不是你。

currently reading

 

朱天文，荒人手記

 

石榴

一顆石榴子，買回來，待以時日，靜候成熟，其心軟稔，便是適時。剖開兩半，皮肉不分，東一邊，西一邊，表面翠綠如華，心如白玉。蘸些鹽花，便如梨花帶雨，清香甜美之中多了點味道。

兒時歸故里，屋前園子中種著一株石榴樹，每逢仲夏七八月，長滿一樹果實纍纍，滿園芬芳濃郁的石榴香，便是我童年的味道。午後無所事事，最喜歡赤足攀樹，在石榴枝上葉下跑跑跳跳，簡簡單單的，如斯度過了多年的悠長暑假。

每天祖母摘下新鮮的石榴給我們吃，吃不完的，祖母用鹽浸腌在甕中，待若干天，便製成原只的咸石榴。我只挑腌得最透徹的來吃，一口氣能吃三四顆，仍津津有味。咸石榴，自從祖母過身十多年，便一直沒再吃過。

今天，俗務煩身，回到家中，累透的雙腿伸在床上，一動也不動，吃著石榴，讀著亦舒的朝花夕拾，煩躁不堪的心，在忽爾之間，平靜安寧了下來。

The Lady

"Please use your liberty to promote ours."

握

今晚，你在我掌中，我在你掌中
且任河水向北流，河漢向西傾
握永恆於一瞬，啊，將一瞬握成永恆

余光中

a bed of daisies.

This morning I woke in a bed of daisies. It's the smell of a dream, with the temperature of sunshine in the late afternoon. In the dream a giant tree grew out of my heart. Its roots were soft and gentle like the hands of a girl in love. They permeated the veins of my heart, and as I breathed they delivered love into my blood, which circulates around my body like the stars around the moon. Tonight I've come back to the bed, just to find that you have brought me more, and more flowers.

The sense of an ending.

“It strikes me that this may be one of the differences between youth and age: when we are young, we invent different futures for ourselves; when we are old, we invent different pasts for others.”

Kiss me.

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift you open hand
Strike up the band, and make the fireflies dance
Silvermoon's sparkling,
So kiss me.

just leave me alone, will you?

The End of The World

Lennon & Ono.

月嬋娟

元宵佳節，烏雲聚了又散，你的陰晴，便是我的陰晴。明月當空，只願佳人眉頭常開，和顏悅色，你我常伴左右，月嬋娟，人月長圓。

bitter, sweet. sweet, bitter. near, far. far, near. you, me. me, you.

難道這次我抱緊你未必落空

就算天空再深　看不出裂痕　眉頭仍聚滿密雲

就算一屋暗燈　照不穿我身　仍可反映你心

讓這口煙跳昇　我身軀下沉　曾多麼想多麼想貼近

你的心和眼口和耳亦沒緣份　我都捉不緊

害怕悲劇重演　我的命中命中  越美麗的東西我越不可碰

歷史在重演　這麼煩囂城中　沒理由相戀可以沒有暗湧

其實我再去愛惜你又有何用　難道這次我抱緊你未必落空

 
仍靜候著你說我別錯用神  甚麼我都有預感

然後睜不開兩眼　看命運光臨   然後天空又再湧起密雲

daisy.

The scent of daisies drifts through my nostril and runs right into the veins of my heart. Now if I bleed, my blood would smell of a river of daisies, with myself swimming in it.

小毛頭

你是粘著毛衣的小毛頭，一顆一顆，綿綿的掛在我身上。風很大天很冷，你還是牢牢的拉著我不放。在塵埃之中，小毛頭慢慢開出朵朵小花來，讓我一步一暗香。溫暖之中，總想到那小小毛粒，團團在我心頭。